Haren: ‘My heart says I probably won’t be back’
MILWAUKEE — Nationals right-hander Dan Haren has been feeling comfortable on the mound lately. Since coming off the disabled list on July 8, Haren is 2-2 with a 2.40 ERA and 32 strikeouts in 30 innings.
“In the last few weeks, I have been more myself,” Haren said. “The city has been good. I’ve enjoyed my time in D.C. I enjoy the history. I’ve walked around D.C. a few times just to take it all in. It has been nice.”
Despite pitching well in the last month, Haren doesn’t think he will be back with the Nationals next year because of the season he has had, overall. He is 6-11 with a 5.14 ERA in 20 starts. The Nationals signed him to a one-year, $13 million deal to be one of their five starters.
“My heart says I probably won’t be back,” Haren said. “I haven’t lived up to what I was paid to do and what I came here to accomplish, despite the last two or three weeks. The majority of the season has been a struggle for me. Even if I wanted to come back — it has been a tough year. I haven’t lived up to the billing so far. I don’t know what next year is going to bring.”
With the way the year has gone, Haren believes his options will be somewhat limited for next year. He has the desire to play again next year, but “I have contemplated going home and being home because of how much I miss my family,” he said.
After beating the Brewers on Saturday, Haren said he has struggled off the field, as well. He acknowledged that he misses his wife, Jessica, and their two kids, who live in Southern California. Haren said he has been lucky that has played for teams near his home.
“I know the fans don’t care. But we’re humans, too. I have two little kids and I see them once every month and a half or so. It has been really hard. I’ve been fortunate to play on the West Coast just by being traded to a couple of teams. I would be close to home.
“When I was deciding which teams to come to this offseason, the Nationals had everything I wanted in a team. I wanted to come out here and give it a shot on the East Coast.”